MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 50

ENTRY 30

Hello Patrons!

This week has been pretty relaxed. This post is going to be a little short. It’s not that I don’t have a lot to say, I have too much, but I’m too stressed about the topics to bring them up and stress myself out some more.

But! I will say I am on Tik Tok Live more often now, I am slowly making a schedule around that, and Voyeur’s 3D Outtakes will be taking a small hiatus, so we can come back with Voyeur’s 3D Gaze Prelude….

Thank you so much Patrons, til next Friday!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 49

ENTRY 29

Happy Friday the 29th!

Last Friday of May! What’s good Patrons? This week has been another exhausting week if I’m being honest, very exhausting. I don’t even know what to say about it because I’m dying for this narrative to conclude, but it’s incredibly, deeply complicated.

MURLIN TV wise, we are actually being more active on Tik Tok live lately and it’s been going pretty interesting. I’m learning more about it, how it works, it’s a new form of modern-day media and I actually think live-streaming is becoming a very dominant form of media in the entertainment industry. I like Tik Tok though, Instagram on the other hand is just…. I’m not excited to post on there at all, I think it sucks as a social media site and I can’t wait to see what replaces it.

Til next Friday Patrons and check out 3D GAZE~


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 48

ENTRY 28

Happy Friday Patrons!

Last week I said it was heavy, revealing, contrasting, right? Last week. Lol…. I don’t even know how to describe this week. This week is pure…. L O L. L O L is this week and it’s not a laughing matter neither. This is one of those situations I have to philosophize in hindsight because while I’m in it, it’s too current and hot to analyze for you guys.

Anyway, we have a new song coming out soon! I’m super excited about this one…. I’m excited about the next few songs because they are more-so performance based, I can finally perform with these songs for real. My songs before, yeah I could perform them somewhat, but I see them more as like…. Theme music for the universe rather than artist-performer songs… The upcoming songs are still theme music, but they fit into the artist-performer box as well.

Thank you for the subscription Patrons! Til next week~


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 47

ENTRY 27

Friday feels like it came pretty fast this time around.

Honestly a lot of the days have been going by very fast, but that’s subjective. This week was not…. This week was not a neutral week, it was…. A contrasting week, a heavy week, a revealing week, a….. It’s been a week.

Right now for MURLIN TV, things are still moving along towards the direction I am aiming for. I updated my Spotify artist page, so you can check that out, things are moving along and I’m excited to show you guys what’s next, especially performance wise. Performance is going to become more prominent as the days go by, so you can follow me on Tik Tok and catch me live throughout the days working on songs and singing covers, and then eventually, I’m going to be hosting a full-on Tik Tok Live MURLIN TV show weekly, it’s going to be really fun, I can’t wait for you guys to fully see MURLIN TV moving how I’m envisioning.

Have a great Friday Patrons!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 46

ENTRY 26

Hello Patrons! I hope you’re having a wonderful Friday~

This week has been….. Neutral. I’m sick of this weather man. I’m sick of this weather. It’s May and I’m seeing 50s for next week?! What does that mean?! That’s why I say NYC is a cold city first before anything, it’s only hot for a good 3-4 months, and when it’s hot, it’s unforgiving, but we don’t know what this summer will be giving.

I’m working on a lot right now and I can’t wait for it to fully come together so we could really get things going. It’s been such a slow beginning for MURLIN TV, such a slow beginning, but it’s okay. I did not expect me losing my Instagram three years ago to be so consequential, it’s so complicated. It’s tough to market my work on the internet because it’s erotic, avant-garde, and polarizing visually, so the music has been helping me soften that up a bit. So, right now… I am working to find a middle ground where I can present this world in an SFW way and that’s going to be done through mostly performances, few photoshoot ideas I have, etc.

STAY TUNED!!!!!!

Thank you for the subscription Patrons, your contribution is foundational~


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 45

ENTRY 26

Hello Patrons! Happy Friday May 1st!

Summer is almost here for real and yet here I am still wearing jackets and sweaters. I’m ready to wear shorts, I’m ready to just step out without having to consider layering, I’m ready to be able to go to the store and not think twice about the weather, but don’t worry, I understand in about a month or maybe a few weeks, I will be complaining about how unbearable the heat is, I love it! Last summer’s heat was intense, incredibly intense, I’ll work with it this year if that’s the type of timing it comes with.

Anyway Patrons! Things are moving up! Things are moving up! I have some exciting ideas and releases coming soon, things are coming together I feel like presentation wise, I have SOOOOOOO many ideas I can’t wait to show you guys. Hm… Stay tuned!

And we are working n Voyeur’s 3D Gaze to make it fully official. I’m trying to see what format works best especially once I start releasing the comics and stuff.

Thank you so much Patrons! Your subscription means everything!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 44

ENTRY 25

What’s up Patrons!

This week has been pretty interesting. Things are getting more serious for me in terms of attempting to understand my public presence and persona in representing MURLIN TV. I don’t want to be the average influencer or musician or founder or anything like that, I’m aiming for something in-between labels, but I was thinking maybe the closest comparisons of the persona I am stepping into could be linked to the Illusionists of the early 20th century; I very much relate to the theatricality and showmanship of what they do, I feel a huge bit of similarities especially in regards to my “The Exhibitor” character.

I have many characters or modes for MURLIN TV because I have a lot of different interests and different perspectives and the best way for me to produce without limitation was to organize these interests and perspectives into different characters that would make sense in producing them.

Anyway Patrons! Thank you for your subscription, I can’t wait to escalate the Patron section fully when Voyeur’s 3D GAZE really starts taking shape. Stay tuned!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 43

ENTRY 24

Hello Patrons, happy Friday!

I released Cosmic Model! That has been the highlight of the week for me. I had the beat for a very, very long time, 7 years even, and I’ve wrote so many different songs on top of it, I even released another song on this same beat titled “Supermodel” as well, TERRIBLE song, TERRIBLE song, it was actually tamed and other people liked it, but I hated it so I unreleased it and I let it go for a long time and then “Cosmic Model” just wrote itself out of the blue and I love it. I feel like it’s introducing possibly a surprising side of myself, possibly, but that side of myself is almost default, but I could see how it could destabilize a bit.

I’m excited though, I feel like its a song that really hints at where we’re going to go sonically and ideally, etc. etc. But it’s not a dance song, and dance music is almost the reason why I started making music, so the last few songs I released are, I don’t feel are really dance-oriented, they’re more atmospheric, but dance music is going to be prominent.

Thank you for your subscriptions Patrons! Make sure to check out “Cosmic Model”, available on all the platforms!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 42

ENTRY 22

What’s good Patrons!

I finally released “The Exhibit”! It is out on all platforms, check it out, listen to it! I love it, but I’m not completely happy with it, and its for a complicated back-end reason that affected the end product, but overall, it’s necessary. The song is more-so for world-building and a continuation of the introduction to MURLIN TV. Most of the songs I’m releasing soon are pretty much world-building, but it will be done in a way that sometimes feel like it and sometimes don’t.

But I am learning so much! I am learning so so much! It’s so interesting, some things you can only learn and find out about as you’re in the process of releasing, like no matter how much preparation you have for the road, only the road can teach you about the road when it comes to the drive.

Anyway guys! Thank you for the subscription and stay tuned for more content!


 

MIDNIGHT MEDITATION No. 41

ENTRY 20

How are we doing Patrons Happy first Friday of April!

I am irritated this week. I was supposed to release the next song “The Exhibit”, but life and things have been postponing us. I hate not being on time and not delivering on time, but it’s alright. This song has went through so many rewrites and re-concepts, I’m just ready to put it out so I can stop tweaking and touching it. I’m ready to move on to the next songs because those songs open the door to some fun. This song is fun too, definitely fun, but right now, we are looking to build a small little nice catalog so I can rotate the songs to use when it comes to promoting MURLIN TV!

Regarding Voyeur’s 3D GAZE, I want it to be more organized, I don’t mind editing outtakes and showing you, but I’m ready for it to be more intentional, you know? I’m looking for Voyeur’s 3D GAZE to be a successor of Playboy/Interview Magazine, I think I got the format ready and everything, it might need to be a bit more perfected, but I’m ready to start working on it.

Shoutout to you Patrons! Thank you so much for your support~